Gloomy day

today when i woke up, i was feeling a bit gloomy.. or ppl called it emo.. not a good way to start up a day i should say. well i have this anger inside me all this while, angry of myself, fail to manage my health, i still have breakouts with my skin problem and the itchiness is so unbearable at times, fail to manage my job, i'm still looking for jobs at home, fail to manage myself, can't stand the room being so messy.. no point to be angry, i keep on telling myself.. just stand up and do what u should! i cannot give up..

despite myself being so down today, i managed to cheer up a fren that i talked to online. it makes me felt better. alot better.. talking about friends, well i really think that to keep a friendship we definately need to give out effort. and the thing is that most of my close friends are not in melb with me. being so far away, i'm lucky that there are friends that always keep in touch and i do that too! i'm feeling better now ^_^